Wednesday, March 14, 2012
The Secret Life of African Bees
Friday, March 9, 2012
If it’s Good in Intent And it’s Just a Little Bent Does it Matter?
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Blood Pressure Battles
Monday, March 5, 2012
Group 3B
While we make our way through the streets, Margaret harasses me about sunscreen, and introduces me to people as her daughter’s twin. Her daughter is also 18. At least an hour before quitting time, we inevitably end up at her non-profit crech (preschool.) Sometimes we spend more time at the preschool than caretaking, and I feel more like a teacher than nurse. I don’t mind though, I just want to help in any way I can. And I just love the children. I end every workday completely covered in snot, and completely happy. I have never met such affectionate children in my life. Never before have I wished I had seven laps, and twelve arms. Usually I just end up getting dog piled. I don’t want to make assumptions; perhaps they’re not getting enough affection at home, but perhaps their culture just raises them to be more affectionate. Either way, I am happy to provide an endless supply of hugs.
After a while their teacher makes them sit in a circle and listen to me read. They can’t understand a word of it, but it’s supposed to help them learn English. Really I have no idea if this technique works. I’m not even reading picture books, but books with words like “physiology.” I don’t know. My favorite part of English time is when they’re told to jump up and down and scream, “I…AM…JUMPING!”
Seriously these kids are so amazing. They’re only three-years-old but they all have completely different personalities. There’s the boy who pretends to be obnoxious with the truly obnoxious boy, but really he just wants to fall asleep on my lap. There’s the girl who plays teachers pet, and cries whenever I give anyone else my attention. The fiercely independent girl, one of my favorites, refuses to be a part of any of the child mob scenes. And then there’s the boy who won’t fight for attention, but is always calm, cool, and in the background waiting patiently. Oh my, I guess I shouldn’t bore you by describing them all.
I really like it in Kwanokuthula. It’s going to sound weird, but I’m worried that I shouldn’t. It may not be as dangerous as the township ironically named “New Horizons,” or the less ironically named “Craags,” but every time I get home from work, my homestay mother asks me about how I deal with that “rubbish bin.” Okay she’s slightly racist (as her ten-year-old son would say,) but she sort of has a point. It’s a town of shacks and tiny government built homes literally covered in rubbish. Is it bad that I’ve become immune to shacks? Does my desensitization mean I’m no longer the bleeding heart I used to pride myself on being? Or could it be a good thing? If I’m not overwhelmed by pity, could it be I am better able to see the shack occupants as human? Does that put me in a better position to help? Or does that put me in a cold and indifferent place where I don’t understand their need for help? Have I been in too many happy shacks to understand how many unhappy ones exist? Have I loved to many shack dwellers to understand that that so many are suffering? I have to say; I’m a little disturbed by myself.
Would that be a weird note to end on, and then sign off “Love, Katherine?”
Thursday, March 1, 2012
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Kwanokuthula
2/23/12
Today was my first day at work in the township of Kwanokuthula. The township is almost entirely Xhosa. My caretaker, Margaret is also Xhosa, but she can speak English AND Afrikaans as well. Margaret is amazing. When she’s done seeing ten patients a day and earning less than a cleaner, she’s running a non-profit crech (preschool) out of her house, trying to get funding to open a nursing home, and raising two children. Plus she has awesome Whoopi Goldberg dreads. Although her English is excellent, I sometimes have trouble understanding her because she speaks so low. And by “low” I do not mean quietly, but in an octave I could never dream of reaching. But I absolutely love it when she speaks Xhosa. It’s so interesting to hear the different types of clicks. I don’t think my mouth even moves that way. She’s already started teaching me basic greetings. Now I can add Xhosa to my odd list of languages (that I really can’t speak to save my life.) Along with Gujarati, Safiki, and Mandarin (with a heavy Kunming accent) it’s getting to be quite a long list.
Margaret’s cool at the same time as being very affectionate and motherly. A ridiculous white person (not me of course) might hope she would play the August (of The Secret Lives of Bees) role in my life. God I’ve only known her for four hours. Actually three hours and ten minutes because she showed up 50 minutes late. Not a great first impression, but shit happens in her line of work.
When she finally picked me up, we drove to a patient named Simon’s house, and brought him back to the clinic. The clinic is amazing. It’s huge, brightly painted, and immaculate. It’s much nicer than the dinky little one-room ones in the other townships I’ve seen. However nice it was though, I was not prepared to spend two hours waiting there. Margaret said our days aren’t usually going to be like this, but if that’s not true I’m going to become the most patient person on the face of the planet. Except for the caretakers of course. And hopefully I’ll become immune to that clinic smell. You know, mostly sterile but with something salty, sweet, and sinister lurking beneath it? I don’t really want to know what that something sinister is.
When we finally left the clinic we started visiting patients. Our first patient wasn’t home, and our second was entertaining. This bothered me at first. Margaret works so hard to provide people with home care, and they can’t even bother to be home for it? Then I remembered that Margaret runs seriously late. Her patients shouldn’t have to be on house arrest waiting for her. But the patient whose blood pressure she just had to take, who sent her away because she had guests? I don’t know…
I didn’t get to see many patients or much work today. Hopefully Monday will be better. From what it seems. Margaret’s patients’ diagnoses range from hypertension to TB, asthma to AIDs. We’ve been told to just assume that everyone we meet has AIDS. That’s such a different way of thinking from in the States. I can’t quite wrap my head around it.
And TB just freaks me out. There are signs all over the clinic giving warnings about the symptoms of TB. Doors have “keep this open: Fresh Air Fights TB,” written on them. And several times today I followed Margaret into the Infectious Diseases ward. Well it is romantic to die of consumption. Regardless, as soon as I got back to town I invested in some vitamin pills and Purel.
I think I’m going to like it here. I think it’s so cute that the Xhosa people (and now I too) address all their elders as “mama” or “dada.” Margaret says it’s a sign or respect. And everyone on the street seemed so friendly. When I told my hostmother I was going to Kwanokuthula she gasped, but at least in the daylight it didn’t seem so scary. Then again, you’re always safest when traveling with a native.